especially buat awak..
Again and again, saya akan cakap sampai awak naik meluat nak muntah-muntah,
Im sorrrrrry, its the only thing i have. I love you yes, but you? entahlah kan,
Orang kata mulut mata ni menipu. Bukan tak percaya cuma hati orang lain-lain kan.
kalau nampak, dah lama saya menangis sampai buta sebab hati awak mesti tengah kutuk-kutuk saya kan? laughing me on my weaknesses. Yes, im getting stronger to stand by my own.
Semalam saya hargai awak. Hari ni saya tinggalkan awak. Its life. tapi its not the only reason. Please and pleaseee understand. For my life since ive started to think on my own, ive lied so much. As much as you hate people telling lies, I hate myself even more.
You steeped into my life for nearly 3 years(maybe) . i couldnt even tell you how much ive lied to you. Ive regretted so much. And for now, maybe forever.. Im sorry i could not be by your side anymore, any longer. People caught me in lots of my own weaknesses that im so embarassed to admit you as my own everything. Relationships have not taken me into more serious things ive ever thought. Love me thanks. Love you more.
Leave me and have your own beautiful life.
Thanks and thanks..
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