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Assalamualaikum...
buat awak-awak,

Mula-mula niat tu dah hilang nak berbelogging, tapi datangnya malam.. Hati tak sedap. Terus rasa nak menulis, Bagilah peluang ye? :(

Hari ni hari yang baik. Cerah. tapi bukan yang terbaik untuk saya, :( Saya yang tak layak mempersoal, ada sebab hari yang tak baik sama seperti adanya sebab atas hujan, adanya sebab atas semua yang berlaku.

Apepun, syukur walau hari tak sebaik diidam, tak seindah disangka, tak sebaik dirancang. Ada awak yang setia berdiri untuk pudarkan hari yang tak baik. Thanks awak.

Pada hari yang penuh duka, maafkan saya.
Pada Along, maafkan saya. Im not growing old enough to show maturity. Yes, i have that kind of super sensitive thing. Not hoping you to treat me as a queen, but only as a human that have lots and lots of lacking. i owe you timess. im so sorry. i still dont have the guts to talk to you. and i love you much.

Pada Angah, Im sorry for always ruining our day. :(( Sorry for my faces that makes you hate me.

Pada Pja, Im sorry for ruining your day too. Nanti aku ganti balik. Seriously, aku tak sedar pun apa yg jadi tadi.. :(( Aku betul rasa bersalah.

Pada Eka, Thanks for being my everything and the only i have for all of the time. thanks for closing your eyes on my weakness and covered me up for everything when i need it. Thanks for being half of me. Thanks for giving me dinner, Thanks for being my tears, Thanks for giving me smile. Thanks for staring me, Thanks for most everything.

Pada awak, thanks for 'standing' by my side when im on my weakest part. Thanks for understanding me. Thanks for still be by my side when i even like throwing you out of mine. Thanks for always trying to cheer me up. You are me. Thanks for your love. i love you too. :')

Sorry isnt everything, but its the only thing i have.
Untuk semua orang yang sentiasa mendoakan, Allah tahu.

always in raining mode while typing. hate! :'((((((